5-27-05 Lately I want To grasp all the wind with my lips Like the touch from my dreams Towards the edge of the cliff Where the cold air tears up Drawing me towards the kiss, Instead I grasp the ledge with my nails And deny the great fall Lonely fibers of blood Curled about my chest scream out for. For now, the clock wraps its chains around me Tying back my hands as in a fantasy Pulling me in a rhythmic motion Till my days turn dry with emptyness, No wind falls upon my lips Though it sways the nearby trees And in my airless bubble I choke On my cloak of stagnation Hiding my body from other's judging eyes.