Kaidoh arrived for his appointment at Inui-senpai's home exactly on time. He actually was early again as was his habit but he did not want to disturb his senpai so he waited the time he was early over on the next block and walked up to Inui-senpai's door at the precise moment.

He felt nervous. Kaidoh had to admit at least to himself that he was intimidated by Inui-senpai. He had watched him all day at school and tennis.

Inui-senpai had not spoken one word to him. It was as if the night before, their kissing, and the talk of Inui-senpai helping Kaidoh had never happened. Right after afternoon practice ended Kaidoh went to drop his racket off and then work out in the weight room. Oishi-senpai usually worked out there on Mondays. Not every Monday as he used to before he was with Kikumaru-senpai....

Kaidoh felt a twinge of pain as he thought about them. He thought about his Oishi-senpai being with Kikumaru-senpai as Inui-senpai had told him they were. It hurt, it really hurt. Kaidoh took a deep breath in and exhaled to release it. Pain makes you stronger. Push past the pain. Never give up.

Kaidoh was thinking of all this after dropping off his racket. He decided that he should still go to work out, that working out would make him feel better even if Oishi-senpai was not there and he resolved to himself that he would not wonder where his senpai was and who he was with. Suddenly, Inui-senpai appeared next to him. "Kaidoh, your instruction will continue at eight this evening at my home." Inui-senpai said as if they had been talking, startling Kaidoh. He never even waited for Kaidoh to agree. Inui-senpai just turned and walked nearly naked, in only a towel over to the showers leaving Kaidoh standing there stunned. And then instantly Kaidoh blushed.

Kaidoh wondered about it. He blushed a little more. Then he went to work out. He needed to clear his head. Working out would be for the best.

He found that working out was the worst idea Kaidoh had ever had. It was a million times worse than he even imagined he would feel about Oishi-senpai not being there again. Worse than he even imagined his senpai to be somewhere else, it was worse than picturing what he would be doing somewhere else with someone else, because Kikumaru-senpai and Oishi-senpai were there. They were both there. They were both there together. Both working out together as Kaidoh had so often imagined him doing together with his Oishi-senpai. It was terrible. Heartbreaking.

Kikumaru-senpai did not work out. At least he never had before. So the only reason he was there Kaidoh realized was because Oishi-senpai invited him. Kaidoh watched the two of them together for as long as he could stand it because he was curious. It was not long enough for him to get in even a light work out, because it hurt just too much. It was too painful to see Oishi-senpai showing Kikumaru-senpai simple things that Kaidoh thought everyone, every guy anyway, should already know. Oishi-senpai though was patient, kind, encouraging, and he looked so tenderly at Kikumaru-senpai while he taught him, as if Kikumaru-senpai was the one who was so special. Oishi-senpai looked at him so lovingly it burned Kaidoh and then he felt ashamed for watching but he could not look away. Kaidoh realized as he watched that Oishi-senpai must have put together this special workout just for Kikumaru-senpai. It was tailored exactly to his strengths and weaknesses. He bitterly wondered if Kikumaru-senpai even realized or could ever appreciate how much work Oishi-senpai had done for him.

Then Kaidoh watched Kikumaru-senpai more. Under Oishi-senpai's attention and affection, under his teachings, Kikumaru-senpai almost glowed with happiness. He looked happier and more confident than Kaidoh had ever seen him, and he was normally an extremely happy and very confident guy. Oishi-senpai brought out the best in Kikumaru-senpai. Kikumaru-senpai wasn't as loud as he was at school or tennis, he was still very funny but he had somehow naturally matched himself to Oishi-senpai's softer tone of voice and easy-going manner. Kikumaru-senpai would make a quiet joke or say something too soft to hear and they would both laugh together between Oishi-senpai explaining everything. They smiled at each other and seemed to say things to each other without verbally saying a word. They gave each other long looks and little touches. It was as if no one else was in the room with them or in the world they were in.

Kaidoh watched in awe as Oishi-senpai laughed more than Kaidoh had ever seen him. His shy, quiet senpai was relaxed, comfortable, affectionate, and having a wonderful time. He was happy, Kaidoh realized stunned. They both looked very happy. Kaidoh thought to himself that even if he somehow won Oishi-senpai and even if he tried his hardest to make him happy, Kaidoh was not the kind of guy who made jokes or who made people laugh. If Oishi-senpai loved someone like that, then Kaidoh would not be the guy for him no matter what Inui-senpai or Kaidoh's brother said. It wasn't that Kaidoh felt insecure about himself, it was just he knew himself very well. He matched well with a quiet, confident guy but not one who needed the level of care and attention both his senpais seemed to naturally give to each other. Kaidoh thought about all this. He felt terribly discouraged and left the room and his laughing, happy, affectionate senpais very soon. Kaidoh had serious enough reservations about this, letting Inui-senpai help him, in the first place. His reservations after seeing his senpais look so ecstatic together became serious concerns. He felt as if the weight of the world was on his shoulders and his feet were made of lead.

It would be a long time before he could workout he realized, so Kaidoh instead went for a run and thought. Running always helped him think clearer. He stopped running only for a quick trip home to drop off his things, finish the small amount of homework he had left, and eat dinner with his family. Then he went back to running right after dinner again until the time he had to meet Inui-senpai. As he ran, Kaidoh decided several things. One he had to get more information on exactly what this plan was from Inui-senpai. He had told Kaidoh he could stop any time. Kaidoh would find out the facts before he acted or quit or possibly made a mistake. He resolved to find out the plan in all its details first. Inui-senpai had told him that after his plan, everyone would be with different partners and be happier in the end. However, Kaidoh saw the way his senpais looked at each other when they were together. They did not look like it was possible for someone to be any happier. Kaidoh again, needed more information.

Two, he decided that he would continue watching Oishi-senpai and Kikumaru-senpai. Even though it hurt, Kaidoh had learned a lot about his senpai from watching them interact. He had learned more about his senpai as a person with Kikumaru-senpai in the few minutes he watched them together than he had in nearly all the time of watching him alone. He found he needed to know more and wanted to learn more about him. The things his senpai liked and loved. The things that made him happy. It would help Kaidoh to love him better.

Three, even though it hurt his heart to admit it, he did not dislike or despise Kikumaru-senpai. He thought he was a good guy and admired the happiness he brought out in his usually shy senpai. He was very grateful about the upcoming cubbyhole matches where after he beat everyone, including and especially that stupid Momoshiro, he would finally have a little space of his own until he was a regular. Kaidoh heard the entire thing was suggested and engineered by Kikumaru-senpai. Kaidoh knew Kikumaru-senpai had him and that idiot Momoshiro in mind when he kindly suggested it. He was a good guy even if he was his rival in love. Plus it might impress everyone, including his senpai when Kaidoh wins the cubbyhole match. Which, of course, he would. Kaidoh would show them all of what he truly was capable of and what he had been working on all this time.

Fourth, Kaidoh hated to admit it but had to be honest even with himself. He needed some work. Some serious fine-tuning. Inui-senpai could help him. He knew things. After Inui-senpai showed him, Kaidoh had to face the fact that he was terrible at kissing. He knew that if he was terrible at just that one simple thing, then he would probably be terrible at everything else. It was embarrassing to know this but he had no idea after those girls, his father, and brother just how bad he was. And after seeing the difference, truly, he was bad. He needed to learn this.

Because fifth, the last thing he knew was that he wanted to learn this. He had enjoyed Inui-senpai teaching him. Like any good teacher of anything, even tennis, you could learn from those who taught and in learning you bettered yourself. Inui-senpai offered a good and enjoyable way to learn and Kaidoh decided to take it. He shuddered to think what Oishi-senpai would have thought had Kaidoh kissed him as terrible as he kissed Inui-senpai that first time. Kaidoh considered himself lucky to have a senpai who seemed to care for him enough to teach him these things as Inui-senpai. Yes, it hurt Kaidoh's feelings that Inui-senpai only wanted to teach him and did not seem to want to be a friend also but, Inui-senpai probably had better things to do with his time than befriend a stupid, unskilled freshman. He was nice enough to teach him and Kaidoh should just be grateful for that. Kaidoh really didn't have time for friends anyway. He would have all the friendship he needed when he was with Oishi-senpai. Kaidoh thought of all this and the memory of his two senpais earlier together did not hurt him so much now that he had a plan. He felt a little better.

Over all, with this plan and with someone to teach him, he felt good. It was more than Kaidoh had in his life two days ago anyway. Even with the enormous heartbreaking disappointment Inui-senpai laid at his feet when he confirmed his senpai was dating Kikumaru-senpai, even after seeing it for himself, Kaidoh felt hope stronger than ever. He marveled at life as he approached Inui-senpai's door on time. The door opened before he rang the bell. "Kaidoh. Thank you for coming."

"Senpai. Thank you for inviting me."

Inui-senpai lead him up to his room and took his jacket from him. "Please come with me."

Inui-senpai walked out of the room and into his bathroom. When Kaidoh joined him, Inui-senpai closed the door behind them, removed his shirt and started to unbutton his pants, getting undressed. "S..senpai!?" Kaidoh asked, shocked.

"Kaidoh, please undress. You have been running probably since practice this afternoon and have not yet taken a shower or bathed. Correct?"

"Ye...yes...but...." Kaidoh felt the blush creep upon his face. He was mortified. He was certain he wore deodorant today. He was nearly positive he did not smell but apparently he was wrong.

"You need to take a shower and I will take one with you." Inui-senpai now had stripped to his underwear. "Is something wrong Kaidoh? We're both men and we shower together all the time at school, correct?"

"Yes...but..?" Inui-senpai dropped his underwear and turned to him. "Please forgive me. Senpai, I am so very sorry." Kaidoh was completely humiliated. He felt even worse after just a few moments ago he had been feeling so good about things, about himself. He had just felt so centered and clear-headed. Now he felt worse than ever.

Inui-senpai frowned. "Kaidoh, there is nothing to forgive. We both need to bathe and this is the most expedient and efficient use of water and our time before we resume your instruction." Kaidoh hesitated, still uneasy, "Kaidoh, I also worked out this afternoon and have not had time to wash properly yet. Please undress."

Kaidoh tried one more time, "But, Inui-senpai, what about your parents?"

Inui-senpai truly looked puzzled. "My parents have their own bathing room Kaidoh, why would they need to use mine?" He removed his glasses and turned back to face Kaidoh. "If you are referring to my parents disturbing us you needn't worry. My parents respect my space and privacy as I respect theirs. We will not be disturbed. Its all right Kaidoh. Now please undress and join me when you are ready."

Kaidoh was so surprised at seeing Inui-senpai without his glasses he could not speak for a moment. He had never seen him not wearing them before. He could not even remember Inui-senpai removing them, not even to shower at school. Inui-senpai was startlingly, strikingly, handsome without them. Almost as handsome as Oishi-senpai. Kaidoh shook his head to clear it and quickly undressed. He tried to notice if he smelled while he did. He still did not think he smelled. As he undressed and tried to smell himself, he tried to recall any time in the past when he had seen Inui-senpai without his glasses. He couldn't.

"Kaidoh?" Inui-senpai asked from in the water.

"Yes, senpai." Kaidoh said and joined him under the water. Kaidoh intended to simply wash himself and get out but Inui-senpai had soaped a washcloth and started rubbing it all over him a moment after his skin was wet. He did it efficiently and yet slow. It was almost as if he enjoyed feeling Kaidoh's skin. He soaped his own hair while he had Kaidoh rinse himself off and then Inui-senpai washed Kaidoh's hair as well.

Kaidoh noticed that Inui-senpai was partially hard, and a little strange looking down there. Kaidoh did not mean to stare, he certainly knew to never look at another man. Not at all, Not at school, not ever, especially not when showering or using the urinals, but this was a little different. Besides Inui-senpai seemed to be distracted washing Kaidoh's hair. "Kaidoh, have you not touched a man who is circumcised before?" Or maybe not so distracted.

"I...I'm sorry, senpai...."

"Its fine Kaidoh, you should actually touch it to see the difference. I believe Oishi is also circumcised if I recall correctly." Kaidoh hesitated, "Here...I don't mind. Please don't feel shy or embarrassed. How else are you to learn?" Inui-senpai put Kaidoh's hand around himself. It was like how it was when Kaidoh was hard but different. He also noticed Inui-senpai was rather large. He was larger than even Kaidoh's father. He wondered if circumcising made you larger but was afraid to ask. "Its most sensitive like yours is along this ridge, here, and the tip. Like yours is but when you're circumcised you lose this sensitive skin...." Inui-senpai caressed Kaidoh's now partial erection.

Kaidoh gasped as Inui-senpai then pulled gently back his foreskin and started to gently wash him there with a soapy hand. "S...senpai...?" Kaidoh was worried. Not just about being touched there. If soap got in the wrong place or was not washed totally away it hurt terribly. Inui-senpai's hands were gentle but Kaidoh was still worried.

"Its all right Kaidoh." Inui-senpai said gently washing him and then rinsing him. "My first partner was not circumcised either. I won't let you get hurt. I promise." Kaidoh was a little harder now but not fully hard because he was still worried even with Inui-senpai gently touching him there. The soap was gone and Inui-senpai seemed to be checking something else now like a doctor examining him. "It doesn't hurt at all Kaidoh when I pull the skin back like this?"

"N..no senpai. It doesn't hurt."

"So you can roll the skin back with no pain? You do this regularly and when you masturbate and have sex?"

"Y...yes." Kaidoh realized he must have looked confused.

"Ah, good. Some uncircumcised men who have never learned to pull themselves back experience pain. I wanted to make certain you did not. What happens when you're fully erect Kaidoh?" Inui-senpai said and kissed him. He pressed his warm hard body up against Kaidoh's and kissed him deeply. Kaidoh could feel their erections touching and Inui-senpai's warm wet hand kept gently moving on him. Kaidoh exhaled softly in a pleasurable sigh. It felt so good to be touched by someone and it had been a very long time since someone had touched him.

Inui-senpai's hands moved better on him than anyone else who had ever touched him. In the time it took for one deep kiss, Kaidoh was completely hard, his breath came from him in ragged pants, and he was lost to the touch of Inui-senpai's hands on him. Inui-senpai stopped moving his hands suddenly and stepped back. Kaidoh almost took a step forward when he saw to his surprise that Inui-senpai was rinsing himself off one last time and was going to get out of the shower. "Senpai...?" Kaidoh completely hard and turned on asked him. Completely confused now as well.

"Excellent Kaidoh. Notice when you are fully erect you look like me in most regards. I've left a towel for you to wear when you return to my room. Please do not touch yourself other than to dry off and join me when you are done showering." Inui-senpai was completely hard and was wrapping a towel around his waist. "Would you like some tea Kaidoh?" Inui-senpai had already put his glasses back on.

"N..no thank you senpai." Kaidoh was blushing terribly again.

"Ah. Then I will see you in a moment." Inui-senpai left.

Kaidoh stood there stunned and throbbing and bewildered. He wanted to touch himself but knew Inui-senpai would know. He decided he had better follow his orders. He rinsed himself off and dried himself trying to ignore how hard he was. Inui-senpai had taken his clothes, even his underwear and bandanna, so Kaidoh after checking both ways hurried down the hall wrapped only in a towel. He was mortified and prayed to the gods he did not get caught nearly naked running down the hallway of Inui-senpai's home by anyone. He knocked on the door to Inui-senpai's room which was partially ajar.

Inui-senpai had on a pair of boxer shorts only. "Ah. Come in Kaidoh." Kaidoh went in his room and closed the door behind him. He wondered if he should lock it, but Inui-senpai never told him to so he didn't. "Please sit down." Inui-senpai indicated with his hand. There was nowhere to sit except for Inui-senpai's bed. There wasn't enough room to sit on the floor. Kaidoh looked at him in surprise and he answered, "As long as you are dry you may sit on my bed."

"I'm sorry, the towel I used is damp." Kaidoh said thinking he was being clever in a way by bringing up that point. Maybe Inui-senpai would give him back his clothes or lend him some to wear. And maybe they could not sit on his bed.

"Ah, then you can take it off." Inui-senpai turned and flicked on his desk light and walked across the room to turn out his bedroom main light. Kaidoh wondered where his desk chair had gone. He turned to Kaidoh, "Oh, are you uncomfortable being naked in front of me still?" Kaidoh did not know what to say so he said nothing. "Here Kaidoh, a fresh towel. Its dry." Inui-senpai held it out to him and Kaidoh took it. He felt embarrassed as he held out his wet towel to Inui-senpai's still outstretched hand and wrapped the dry one around himself. He was no longer hard when he sat on the bed with only a towel around himself.

Inui-senpai sat on the bed next to him. Kaidoh froze. He was not sure exactly what he expected they would do. More kissing maybe, a little more touching possibly because in the shower seemed nice, but this seemed too far and not what Kaidoh had intended. Inui-senpai must have noticed. "Kaidoh?" He waited until Kaidoh turned to look at him. "If you are uncomfortable with something you have to tell me." Inui-senpai touched Kaidoh's hair and tucked a strand that must have been sticking to his cheek behind his ear. Kaidoh did not like when his wet hair fell behind his ear or stuck to his face. He preferred to wear a bandanna when he sweat to keep that from happening but he allowed the damp piece of his hair to rest behind his ear, although it slightly annoyed him. "I did not ask you here to have sex with you tonight Kaidoh. I thought I could teach you some erogenous zones and work on kissing. That is all. If you don't want to however, you are under no obligation. You can say stop at any time and we will stop. I will never do anything you do not wish me to do. All right?" Inui-senpai smoothed another hair behind his ear and kept his warm hand on the back of Kaidoh's head.

Kaidoh thought for a moment and absorbed what Inui-senpai said. He found he had been holding in his breath and did not want to stutter so he let it out slowly. "Erogenous zones?" Kaidoh asked and turned to Inui-senpai. It sounded like something from tennis.

"Do you remember how to kiss Kaidoh?" Kaidoh nodded. He had stayed up late last night thinking about it and had even thought about asking his brother to practice. He had held out because he wanted to do it right with Inui-senpai this time and did not want his brother's bad kissing to distract him. Sometimes if you had a bad habit in tennis from a certain shoe or a grip on a racket, it was better to not use those shoes or racket again. Then you wouldn't be tempted to slip back into bad habits time after. Kaidoh nodded and was very serious and intent to kiss him properly this time to show his senpai how much he had learned. "Then let's review. Please kiss me Kaidoh."

Kaidoh slowly did. He remembered that Inui-senpai preferred to start with his mouth closed and rub lips only together softly. Then he liked when Kaidoh lightly licked at his lips and only slid his tongue inside his mouth when Inui-senpai gently parted his lips and teeth. Then Kaidoh was to lightly touch and stroke his tongue with his own. It was light and soft and Kaidoh knew he did it exactly how Inui-senpai taught him. "Good Kaidoh, you know the basics of a kiss." Inui-senpai kissed him back and as they kissed, he leaned back with Kaidoh so they were laying down on the bed. "Next I'm going to teach you how to really kiss and then some erogenous zones. Please let me lead so I can instruct you."

Kaidoh hesitated. "What is it Kaidoh, lying down bothers you?" Inui-senpai asked him.

"N...no senpai, its just...." Kaidoh took a deep breath and let it out. "You're teaching me for Oishi-senpai and its just, Oishi-senpai doesn't wear glasses." he said softly.

"Ah. You don't like my glasses?" Inui-senpai asked but smiled slightly as if amused. It wasn't just that. Kaidoh did think Inui-senpai shouldn't wear them because Oishi-senpai didn't wear them. If he got used to kissing someone who wore them, that wouldn't be good. Also, Kaidoh would never admit it to Inui-senpai or anyone else for fear of hurting Inui-senpai's feelings, but Inui-senpai looked handsome without them. "That is actually a good idea Kaidoh. I'll remove them. I only need them to see distances anyway." Inui-senpai removed his glasses, reached over Kaidoh, and set them down. Kaidoh felt Inui-senpai's erection brush his skin though Inui-senpai's boxer shorts. Kaidoh felt a little better about kissing him then because he knew Inui-senpai enjoyed it at least enough to turn him on. "Interesting though, my first partner always requested that I remove them as well." Inui-senpai murmured to himself.

Inui-senpai moved so he fit better on the bed and Kaidoh matched him. Inui-senpai was taller and bigger than both Kaidoh's father and his brother. It felt good to be with a stronger guy Kaidoh noticed as Inui-senpai went back to kissing him. This time he teased him with his tongue and kissed Kaidoh softer whenever Kaidoh started to get into kissing. Inui-senpai each time pulled away. Kaidoh at first leaned up to keep the kissing strong and make it more but the more he pressed and pushed, the lighter and less he got. Eventually Kaidoh lay back down and relaxed. As soon as he did, Inui-senpai gave him more of his lips and tongue. Kaidoh tried to kiss him back harder feeling a little frustrated now.

"No, you've slipped into your bad habits again. Please relax and let me lead, do not kiss me back right now, just feel what I do." Kaidoh nodded and Inui-senpai again bent to kiss him. He played with his lips and tongue, and touched all over his mouth. He used a light touch and touched the side of Kaidoh's face gently with his other hand. Inui-senpai kissed him for a long time until Kaidoh was sighing in pleasure but not responding otherwise. "Kaidoh, now you can kiss me back, but just like I've kissed you. Light and soft. Taste my mouth. Touch inside my mouth and my tongue gently just like I showed you. Kiss me back."

Inui-senpai bent to kiss him again and Kaidoh responded this time. He knew he was a little hesitant at first, he did not want to displease Inui-senpai again but he was willing to learn. This was much nicer than the hard wet kiss he had been doing before. It felt better and Inui-senpai was breathing a little harder as if he was enjoying it too. Inui-senpai nibbled at his tongue and lips and Kaidoh couldn't help himself. He moaned softly. Inui-senpai smiled, "Does it feel good Kaidoh?"

"Yes...." He said softly almost in a hiss. Inui-senpai kissed him a little more until Kaidoh made another noise.

"Do you like this Kaidoh?" Inui-senpai had moved his warm strong hand down Kaidoh's body and loosened the towel at his waist. He did not touch his erection but felt his skin, his arms, his stomach muscles, his chest.

"Yes...." He sighed. Then Inui-senpai must have noticed that Kaidoh was gently moving his hips up and grinding against him while they kissed. Kaidoh was not entirely aware he was moving until he felt Inui-senpai move his hand down his stomach and then a little lower. Kaidoh still kissed him but his rocking motions froze. Kaidoh was torn between badly right now wanting to be touched and being worried or afraid that he wasn't supposed to. Inui-senpai moved his hand down Kaidoh's hip instead of over his erection. Inui-senpai continued kissing him and moved his hand again up his leg and hip but not near his erection. Inui-senpai touched him close but not close enough and Kaidoh moaned. It was almost a sigh or a hiss. Kaidoh was afraid to make any noise or Inui-senpai might stop so he just tried to breathe and be silent.

Inui-senpai smiled, "Would you like me to touch you Kaidoh?"

Kaidoh moaned in response, really wanting him to, and kissed Inui-senpai hard again. It had been so long since someone touched him. He felt Inui-senpai pull back instead though and Kaidoh knew he did something wrong.

Inui-senpai sighed. "Kaidoh, I don't like when you kiss me the way you used to kiss, remember? Its not good. Now please kiss me the right way and I'll touch you if you want me to. All right?"

Kaidoh felt devastated from just a simple instruction. "I...." He exhaled.

Inui-senpai wiped their wet mouths off with his hand, first Kaidoh's and then his own. "Please kiss me nice Kaidoh and I'll touch you." Then Inui-senpai blinked like he had a sudden surge in data or a sudden inspiration, "Kaidoh, close your eyes and kiss me nice like I'm Oishi. Pretend I'm him."

Kaidoh closed his eyes and felt with all his heart how much he wanted Inui-senpai to be Oishi-senpai. He pictured Inui-senpai's soft lips being Oishi-senpai's lips. He kissed him softly like Inui-senpai had said to. He pictured the warm, nearly naked strong body holding him being Oishi-senpai's. He pictured the tongue licking in his mouth to be Oishi-senpai's and he licked it back wanting Oishi-senpai more than anything. He felt a warm strong hand slowly wrap around his erection and gently start to stroke him. It was so good. It felt so nice. It could have been Oishi-senpai. It should have been because it felt so good.

At least it was until the next moment when Kaidoh came hard, without any warning, moaning softly Oishi-senpai's name in a breathy sigh.

Kaidoh in the next instant was mortified and upset. He wanted to die of shame. He was so embarrassed. Inui-senpai used his mouth and his words to touch Kaidoh and soothe him. He kissed him softly and told him it was fine so many times that Kaidoh thought he might even cry. His heart felt a little broken and bruised from what he saw today and now this. "Kaidoh, its fine." He kissed him a little more. "Kaidoh, that last kiss before you came, it was quite good. It was perfect."

Kaidoh shot him a look because he expected Inui-senpai to make fun of him. "I'm quite sincere Kaidoh, it was excellent. Your best yet. I enjoyed it."

"Senpai...." Kaidoh said still embarrassed and feeling uncomfortable.

"Kaidoh, its fine. Its been a long time since someone touched you?" Inui-senpai asked gathering more info Kaidoh figured. Kaidoh nodded. Inui-senpai held him close and kissed him for a long time. At first, Kaidoh barely responded to his kiss and his touch, but slowly, gradually his responses increased as Kaidoh grew more relaxed with his touch and his words. Inui-senpai said nice things. He told Kaidoh he was too handsome not to be touched more often. Kissed more often. That he shouldn't spend so much time alone. That it was fine to be driven but not to be lonely or afraid to have friends. He told Kaidoh how much like himself Kaidoh was.

Inui-senpai cleaned up Kaidoh and himself with the towel Kaidoh had been wearing. Then he removed his boxer shorts and he lay back down next to him. "Please tell me Kaidoh what else with a man you've done. Oral sex?" Kaidoh nodded. "Giving and receiving?" Kaidoh nodded. "So really you have had sex? You've never been the uke but you've been seme?" Kaidoh felt lost. "Do you know what those terms mean? Uke? Seme?"

"N...no. Should I?"

Inui-senpai sighed in thought. "I am fascinated with what you know and do not know Kaidoh. You are a most interesting person. The uke in a male/male relationship is the submissive, the bottom. Do you understand?" Kaidoh nodded. "The top that has sex with the uke is seme. So you've always been the top?"

"Y..yes."

"How many lovers have you had actual sex with?"

"One."

"Ah. That explains quite a bit. When you fantasize and masturbate," Kaidoh felt lost again, " you do touch yourself, right?" Kaidoh blushed and nodded, "Then, do you think about being the top or the bottom?" Kaidoh whispered his answer knowing it was a deep dark secret. "I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you."

"Bottom." He said again only barely loud enough to hear.

"But you've never had sex that way? Even though you've wanted to?" Kaidoh shook his head no. "Have you touched yourself there?" Kaidoh emphatically shook his head no. "Do you think its wrong or dirty?" At this at least Kaidoh shrugged. He wasn't sure.

Inui-senpai as he talked had taken his hand and started softly caressing Kaidoh's skin to get him to relax. He touched his legs, his erection, and had slowly been touching him further down. He ran his hand gently down Kaidoh's shaft and over his testicles to the very sensitive skin below them. He kissed Kaidoh lightly and smiled pleased when Kaidoh responded nicely back how Inui-senpai showed him instead of his old way. Kaidoh's heart was pounding in anticipation. He was afraid and so curious it hurt. Inui-senpai now ran his fingertip softly over Kaidoh's virgin entrance. Inui-senpai gently traced around his skin there with a fingertip. "And you're still curious? You still want to?"

"Yes...." Kaidoh whispered softly and very turned on. Then he said the truth from his heart, "But I want Oishi-senpai to be my first. My only."

"Ah. I see. However, that might be a problem."

"W...why?" Kaidoh was worried.

"According to my data, there is an 78 percent probability that Kikumaru was a virgin. I am not telling you this to hurt you. I am saying this because it would be best if you do not remind Oishi at all of Kikumaru especially in the beginning."

"Oh." Inui-senpai continued to touch him there and kiss him softly while Kaidoh thought things over.

"Kaidoh, do you know where your prostate is?" He shook his head no. "Do you know what it is?"

"N..no?"

Inui-senpai smiled. Kaidoh, I think I need to teach you a few things about being on the bottom. A few pleasurable things. I will not have sex with you but I will touch you where you want to be touched. All right?" Kaidoh hesitated, "I will not have sex with you unless you want me to. You will still be a virgin at least in that regard."

"All right." Kaidoh agreed really wanting to learn. His heart was still pounding and so was his erection again. Inui-senpai reached to his drawer for something. "What is that?" Kaidoh asked.

"Its lubrication. You've never used this before?" Inui-senpai for a moment looked shocked. "Or lotion? Or anything?"

Kaidoh was confused but shook his head no. "We used condoms."

"Oh, that really isn't enough." Inui-senpai gave a little shudder and Kaidoh wondered why. "Regardless, you need to always use lubrication when you have anal intercourse or foreplay. With men and with women because the anus does not self-lubricate like a woman's vagina does." Kaidoh nodded that he understood even though he really did not. Inui-senpai squeezed some liquid into his own hand. "Its cold." He warned and then spread it on Kaidoh's erection. Kaidoh sucked in his breath as the cold liquid hit his sensitive warm skin. Inui-senpai lightly stroked him a few times and kissed his lips until he relaxed. Then he moved his hand lower. "I am just going to use one finger, I will show you gently and I will not hurt you. You can say stop if you want and I will."

Inui-senpai spread the lube on him. "Kaidoh, please relax, you're clenching." Inui-senpai said while kissing him. "Take a deep breath, and exhale. Close your eyes and pretend I am Oishi again. That my hand is his. Here...." Inui-senpai put his hand around Kaidoh's erection and wrapped one of Kaidoh's hands around his. "I want you to touch yourself with my hand how you do while I do this. Relax and breathe. Kiss me nice Kaidoh."

Inui-senpai kissed him for a few moments and then moved Kaidoh's hand on himself as if to remind him to start moving. Kaidoh felt embarrassed about that too and was glad it was mostly dark in the room. Inui-senpai then slowly took his finger and entered him. It was strange and felt like a lot even though Kaidoh suspected it wasn't. Kaidoh really wanted this for a very long time. He had to hold himself back from coming at the slightest touch but did not want him to stop. Unfortunately, Inui-senpai noticed.

Inui-senpai took his hand and Kaidoh's off himself and told him again to relax. He kissed him, just kissed him until Kaidoh calmed down. "Good Kaidoh, much better. It is hard to instruct someone who keeps coming too soon. This is much better when you hold yourself back." Inui-senpai kept slowly entering him with his finger and kissed him. He moved his finger inside him, not rough as Kaidoh's father had him to do in him, but he seemed to be gently exploring and looking for something. "Kaidoh, I am going to show you what your prostate feels like when its touched. Its right under my fingertip. When I lightly touch it, its going to feel very good. I want you to try not to come though so I can keep teaching you. All right?"

"Yes, senpai."

Inui-senpai lightly and barely moved inside him and Kaidoh's hips bucked. He sucked in his breath and exhaled. It felt incredibly good but he did not come. He looked shocked at Inui-senpai. "That Kaidoh, is why people like being the bottom. It feels very good. Shall I do it again?"

"Yes...but Inui-senpai? What are you?" Kaidoh had to know.

Inui-senpai looked perplexed for a moment and then smiled. "Can't you tell? I prefer to be the one in control. I'm going to touch you again there and I want you to try not to come for as long as you can."

Kaidoh held out for quite a while which seemed to surprise his senpai. Inui-senpai even added a second finger inside him and said how good Kaidoh was doing. He seemed very pleased when Kaidoh, feeling very good asked if he could touch him too. Inui-senpai agreed and let him touch him but then after a moment stopped him. He spread a little more lubrication on his own erection. "I like to be touched like this." He showed Kaidoh and let him take over, "No lighter, exactly like I showed you. Better. That feels nice. Try to wait to come until I tell you that you can and we'll come together."

"Yes, senpai...." Kaidoh said but it came out in a breathy sigh as Inui-senpai touched that place inside him again.

Inui-senpai said he was impressed. He said Kaidoh was really something else. That with a little more instruction, he would be an ideal lover. He said Kaidoh was sensitive, beautiful to look at, and a good student. Inui-senpai called him sweet and said he looked sexy as Kaidoh thrust and bucked his hips and tried to match his hands on Inui-senpai with the touch Inui-senpai used on him. He kissed Inui-senpai as he knew his senpai liked and he felt so good when he made Inui-senpai moan in pleasure touching and kissing him.

Kaidoh kept one hand moving on Inui-senpai and moved his other one down to cup his testicles and fondle them. Inui-senpai moaned and smiled. He seemed to enjoy that Kaidoh already knew how to do that. Kaidoh reached Inui-senpai with his mouth and kissed him perfectly. Kaidoh was very close but was waiting for Inui-senpai to tell him to come so he could. Kaidoh felt so good. He kept sighing, "Senpai...senpai...." as he moved with him. His entire body quivered in pleasure and anticipation but he refused to let himself come too soon.

Kaidoh knew from experience when Inui-senpai was soon going to come. "Kaidoh, come now." Inui-senpai ordered him as he started to come too. Kaidoh completely obeyed. He came even harder than the last time, he moaned loud, let out his breath in a gasp and a sigh, and his entire body shook in pleasure. His responses seemed to make Inui-senpai come even harder.

Inui-senpai probably thought Kaidoh would be embarrassed after coming so hard and all they had done. He decided to surprise him. Instead of pulling away, feeling better than he had in a long time, Kaidoh reached his mouth up without a seconds hesitation and kissed Inui-senpai exactly as he had been taught.

Inui-senpai smiled. "That Kaidoh, was your best kiss yet. Very nice. We covered a lot more than I had anticipated today. You learn very fast. Are you all right?"

"Yes senpai." Kaidoh felt like he was glowing from the touching, the kissing, and the complements. He felt more than fine.

"That is wise, to call me senpai only so that you don't confuse my name with Oishi-senpai's. Excellent idea Kaidoh." Inui-senpai reached for a towel and moved away.

And just like that, Kaidoh felt terrible again. Oishi-senpai he had a feeling would be holding him close after they came together. He would kiss him long and sweet and insist that they sleep next to each other. Oishi-senpai would hold him all night. He would tell him he loved him. He would not be reaching for a towel and looking for clothes for Kaidoh to go home in. Kaidoh felt heartbroken again, and then in the next minute, he had an idea why Inui-senpai was so cold now. Because he wanted Kaidoh to be someone else too. "You're not just doing this for me are you senpai? When everyone changes partners, you get the one you've been in love with too."

Inui turned to look at him surprised. "Yes. That is correct Kaidoh." He paused for a moment and looked concerned. It was easier to tell how he felt without his glasses on, "Are you angry with me?"

Kaidoh wondered why he would worry that Kaidoh would be angry with him. "No senpai. I just wish you would have trusted me from the beginning."

"I do trust you Kaidoh." Kaidoh realized that he did or he would have lied. "And I do wish to help you as well still. I have long learned to hide my feelings for this person from other people. Its a bad habit of keeping it to myself I suppose, something I also need to unlearn."

Kaidoh half smiled, "Then you should practice Inui-senpai."

Inui-senpai chuckled slightly, "Yes I suppose I should." Kaidoh noticed in addition to handing Kaidoh his old clothes in a plastic bag and handing Kaidoh new ones to go home in, Inui-senpai had dressed himself in street clothes. Kaidoh looked confused at him. "I thought I would walk you home. I have not eaten dinner yet and thought perhaps you would like to eat something with me along the way." Inui-senpai smiled, "I find I am always hungry after a good orgasm."

Kaidoh blushed and smiled a little more. "Yes senpai." They went to leave and Kaidoh had another thought, "Senpai? Who is it that you love?"

Inui-senpai now had his glasses back on. He was back to looking and behaving like his old usual self. "Ah. Excellent question Kaidoh although I will not at this time answer it." He said, raising a finger with a sphinx-like smile, "Se-cr-et!"

Then he turned and walked out.

Kaidoh followed him thinking whoever it was would be lucky to have Inui-senpai love him.